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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2009|12:19 am]
hm...live journal says i have not updated in 58 weeks...
haha.
very true.
life is a trip!
im glad i have my live journal back.
<3<3<3
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2008|01:41 am]
im going throuh some stuggles right now. and they only way i seem to find answers is by reading the word. Its funny how some people seem so into it at first then they fade away arnt upfront. i cant really deal with it that much anymore. im a different person now. i think its time for me to just be alone? i dont know.
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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2008|10:57 pm]
ahhhh
i hate thinking about old thinggggggg
like things that happened in the past.
i miss them sometimes
but on the otherhand its sooo 
good that ive moved on
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(no subject) [Dec. 16th, 2007|03:03 am]
im having personal frustrations. 
i can control them in everyway but i dont. 
the fire in my heart is most definately out.
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sundrenched world [Dec. 6th, 2007|08:35 pm]
[mood | sad]
[music |mad world-gary jules]

concerned for future
perishable memories
craving devine love
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(no subject) [Nov. 20th, 2007|09:21 am]
[mood | curious]
[music |my crazy angel-??]

no sun. 
no make up
im beautiful. 
stay postivive.
STUDY
be a role model. 
everyone looks up to you in one way or another
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Love and some verses [Nov. 13th, 2007|08:01 pm]
 dododododo lala laallalala.

Im happy :) 
its gettin dark really early. 
i need a fireplace. 
moving out soon?! yes please.
ill have a house warming party :)
k gotta study. 
peaceeee <3
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jesus is my homeboy :) [Nov. 11th, 2007|03:15 pm]

oh mmmm goodnessss
just got back from church. 
twas beautiful :) 

Pastor Steve talked about growth within ourselves and in the church. He's super funny :)

i wrote some random things in church, might as well just post them. 


I resisted
I pushed you away
I gave you half of who i was
I only half believed
and now i have come to realize 
how beautiful you are
I will glorify your eternal name
I will open my heart 
something has to change
where would i be without your everlasting love
you make me whole 
smile
and recogonize the good
I have full faith in my Savior Jesus Chirst 

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get down on your knees wisper what i need, something pretty [Nov. 5th, 2007|08:06 pm]
[Current Location |my bed]
[music |fake plastic trees- readiohead]

never walking alone down this path of life
always someone walking right behind you
breathing on your neck
slender hairs arise and scream
stomach in knots
twisting and turning
suffering 
will he forgive?
special accommodations were made for your mistake
jealousy and inturreptions  corrode away at your discretion.
are we all ordinary
traped and alone in her powerful grip

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The desire accomplished is sweet to the soul. Proverbs 13:19 [Oct. 18th, 2007|12:01 am]
[Current Location |in my bed :)]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |going to california-Led Zepplin]

i cant even express how much i love life right now. you know when you have those moments when you realize your on the right track and you have so much going for you and you are smarter then you think? im totally in that state of mind right now. im excited to live haha. i pretty much have my life planned out for the next like four or five years. 2 years at LCC then up to Seattle i go! double major in cartiovascular sonography and prenatal sonography. IM SO READY. everytime i walk into south im just like what am i doing here?? i belong in the real world. and yes im aware of the challenges that im going to run into but im going to figure out a way to overcome them. and in a positive way too. no more negative april. no no no more. that part of me does not exist anymore. im just sooo fricken ready. im doing well in school, im being the social bee that i am, making good decisions. AH! there are so many great people in this world, you just have to look for them. at the beginning of theyear i thought everyone was a poop head but i just didnt take the time to get to know them or listen to their oppinions on different situations. if you ever need to talk, im here to listen. im starting to trust myself more and believe in myself. Im trying to reconnect with old friends. they have changed so much, or maybe its just me who has changed. anyways im really tired and i have a cold. so im going to go watch greys anatomy :) nighty night 
 
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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2007|12:21 am]
its been so long!!!
i miss lj <3
a certain MICHAEL WORCESTER should add me tho :)
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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2007|10:59 am]
its raining outside
its kinda peaceful
i have a doctors appt now
goin to san diego in like two days
hella excited
<3
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fuck you lucy for not believin me. [Jan. 18th, 2007|12:17 am]
jesus...
im soooooooooo done with this weather. 
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i wanted to be so much more then this [Jan. 12th, 2007|10:09 am]
jesus christ.
please let winter end. 
please.
dont hate me.
school? 
i think not.
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(no subject) [Dec. 18th, 2006|02:35 pm]
Twelve smiles spring
Eleven stars writing
Ten deftones a-dreaming
Nine books cuddling
Eight tears a-reading
Seven clouds a-snuggling
Six lips a-laughing
Five be-e-e-eastie boys
Four swing sets
Three foo fighters
Two making faces
...and an innocence in an american beauty
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(no subject) [Dec. 18th, 2006|02:33 pm]
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shy that way [Dec. 17th, 2006|03:28 am]
apparently i lied... 
except not at all.. 
i love how my life is filled with drama.
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he kissed me until the mornin sun..<3 [Dec. 12th, 2006|10:13 pm]
[mood | cold]

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
my life is tired 
im tired

seriously, 

love much?

<3<3<3

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(no subject) [Dec. 6th, 2006|09:53 pm]
man..... i am sooo happy right now. i dont even think i can explain it... 
dont you just love it when you can party... and you have a boy.. and
YOU LOVE LIFE! &hearts; i hella do.
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we love eachother [Nov. 9th, 2006|02:22 am]

im in need of exploration

to surrender to your wrath

circular sensations repeat

from the past and a new

generation begins 
she blows the ice kiss

across her hand

sending the jagged daggers

to my inner delerium

swirls of confusion

beat down and call me angel

disarm yourself before you try and

revoke my freedom

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