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[May. 8th, 2009|12:19 am] |
hm...live journal says i have not updated in 58 weeks... haha. very true. life is a trip! im glad i have my live journal back. <3<3<3 |
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[Mar. 27th, 2008|01:41 am] |
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im going throuh some stuggles right now. and they only way i seem to find answers is by reading the word. Its funny how some people seem so into it at first then they fade away arnt upfront. i cant really deal with it that much anymore. im a different person now. i think its time for me to just be alone? i dont know. |
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[Mar. 8th, 2008|10:57 pm] |
ahhhh i hate thinking about old thinggggggg like things that happened in the past. i miss them sometimes but on the otherhand its sooo good that ive moved on |
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[Dec. 16th, 2007|03:03 am] |
im having personal frustrations. i can control them in everyway but i dont. the fire in my heart is most definately out. |
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| sundrenched world |
[Dec. 6th, 2007|08:35 pm] |
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| | mad world-gary jules | ] | concerned for future perishable memories craving devine love |
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[Nov. 20th, 2007|09:21 am] |
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| | my crazy angel-?? | ] | no sun. no make up im beautiful. stay postivive. STUDY be a role model. everyone looks up to you in one way or another |
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| Love and some verses |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|08:01 pm] |
dododododo lala laallalala.
Im happy :) its gettin dark really early. i need a fireplace. moving out soon?! yes please. ill have a house warming party :) k gotta study. peaceeee <3 |
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| jesus is my homeboy :) |
[Nov. 11th, 2007|03:15 pm] |
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oh mmmm goodnessss just got back from church. twas beautiful :)
Pastor Steve talked about growth within ourselves and in the church. He's super funny :)
i wrote some random things in church, might as well just post them.
I resisted I pushed you away I gave you half of who i was I only half believed and now i have come to realize how beautiful you are I will glorify your eternal name I will open my heart something has to change where would i be without your everlasting love you make me whole smile and recogonize the good I have full faith in my Savior Jesus Chirst
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| get down on your knees wisper what i need, something pretty |
[Nov. 5th, 2007|08:06 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| | fake plastic trees- readiohead | ] |
never walking alone down this path of life always someone walking right behind you breathing on your neck slender hairs arise and scream stomach in knots twisting and turning suffering will he forgive? special accommodations were made for your mistake jealousy and inturreptions corrode away at your discretion. are we all ordinary traped and alone in her powerful grip
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| The desire accomplished is sweet to the soul. Proverbs 13:19 |
[Oct. 18th, 2007|12:01 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | in my bed :) | ] |
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| | contemplative | ] |
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| | going to california-Led Zepplin | ] | i cant even express how much i love life right now. you know when you have those moments when you realize your on the right track and you have so much going for you and you are smarter then you think? im totally in that state of mind right now. im excited to live haha. i pretty much have my life planned out for the next like four or five years. 2 years at LCC then up to Seattle i go! double major in cartiovascular sonography and prenatal sonography. IM SO READY. everytime i walk into south im just like what am i doing here?? i belong in the real world. and yes im aware of the challenges that im going to run into but im going to figure out a way to overcome them. and in a positive way too. no more negative april. no no no more. that part of me does not exist anymore. im just sooo fricken ready. im doing well in school, im being the social bee that i am, making good decisions. AH! there are so many great people in this world, you just have to look for them. at the beginning of theyear i thought everyone was a poop head but i just didnt take the time to get to know them or listen to their oppinions on different situations. if you ever need to talk, im here to listen. im starting to trust myself more and believe in myself. Im trying to reconnect with old friends. they have changed so much, or maybe its just me who has changed. anyways im really tired and i have a cold. so im going to go watch greys anatomy :) nighty night
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[Sep. 21st, 2007|12:21 am] |
its been so long!!! i miss lj <3 a certain MICHAEL WORCESTER should add me tho :) |
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[Mar. 27th, 2007|10:59 am] |
its raining outside its kinda peaceful i have a doctors appt now goin to san diego in like two days hella excited <3 |
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[Dec. 18th, 2006|02:35 pm] |
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Twelve smiles spring Eleven stars writing Ten deftones a-dreaming Nine books cuddling Eight tears a-reading Seven clouds a-snuggling Six lips a-laughing Five be-e-e-eastie boys Four swing sets Three foo fighters Two making faces ...and an innocence in an american beauty |
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[Dec. 18th, 2006|02:33 pm] |
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[Dec. 17th, 2006|03:28 am] |
apparently i lied... except not at all.. i love how my life is filled with drama. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2006|09:53 pm] |
man..... i am sooo happy right now. i dont even think i can explain it... dont you just love it when you can party... and you have a boy.. and YOU LOVE LIFE! ♥ i hella do. |
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| we love eachother |
[Nov. 9th, 2006|02:22 am] |
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im in need of exploration to surrender to your wrath circular sensations repeat from the past and a new generation begins she blows the ice kiss across her hand sending the jagged daggers to my inner delerium swirls of confusion beat down and call me angel disarm yourself before you try and revoke my freedom |
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